I Jinxed it. I Think.

Crap. Maybe not quite yet, but the signs are there. But maybe I'm just being paranoid 'cuz I'm sick. I truly hate the beginning bit of a proto-relationship. Which is one of the main reasons I swore off dating: the angst, the doubt, the anxiety, the second, third and twelfth guessing of yourself. That style of thing.

And probably everything is actually okay, just my constant low-level anxiety spiking, again, due to sinus medication.

But still, crap.